If you love me enough , you will be back to me.

2009-08-23T14:48:00.002+08:00

Feel like continuing blogging here, but then im in love with my
cute wordpress. Plus there are many memories stored here.gagaga!
Probably gonna post on both blogs?

But then again, blogger sucks :(
might be continuing using my wordpress /

2009-08-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

www.barbieclown.wordpress.com

Will be back!

2009-08-10T00:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANICE WU YIN FANG!
Hope you grow taller bitch :D
Love you alot sis . Meet up often (:

/ Everything is fine (:

2009-08-09T13:05:00.004+08:00

Tamp ; alone > Era ; Aimiko&Monkey(?) > Home ; Alone.

Prolly going to sis bbq at night.

2009-08-07T13:42:00.003+08:00

These few days im so irritated over some stuff.
Come to think of it, i truely regretted being so unselfish and let people
have the same property as me. Copycat/s ! This is the first and last time.
I would just shut up and get those things to myself.

Super angry when He/she sarcastic with me. 死性不改。
Damn diappointed.

Terribly sad, cuz of school. Seen thru some people, remained silence
doesn't mean im not bottling up my anger. Just wanna see how far
you all can go. Thought we could be the at least good friends who go
out and chill once in awhile, but nono , we ain't even called friends.

// I wanna chill with Rebecca again .
/// Deciding on whether to tell that person i dont like to have the same thing/s with
that person.
//// Thinking of whether to make a police report. hai.

2009-08-06T21:49:00.005+08:00

Went out with RebeccaKLD yesterday for steamboat (:
Had alot of fun time at our top favourite place :D
We wont drift okay! <3

SCHOOL HAVE ZERO ORIGINALITY!
My school newest hairstyle is bangs. .
okay whatever. I hope to leave school asap.

2009-08-03T14:48:00.003+08:00

I think someone managed to get my msn password.
Signing in my acc and im being signed out. And it kept repeating.
So i changed all my password. Including my facebook , etc..
Damn that person.

Alright , i went shopping with my mum yesterday to Ps.
Got my new cosmetic set -Grins- Practically spent $60 on it.

School was darn boring.

/ People only think for themselves.
// I hate people who twit. E.g Moi namE Ishzx D0rIsAzx!
/// Fucking excited for steamboat on wednesday with my RebbyDear.
//// Striving hard for CT3 (:

2009-07-31T19:37:00.003+08:00

Don't know what to say. But then again i think people are so hypocrite.
I feel disappointed. I had learnt many stuff from all of you.
And still i seen the true colours . Unfortunately, i still have to
wear a mask for another one and a half year.

2009-07-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

Steamboat with Rebby'dear yesterday(:
School with classmates today.
Tuition with teacher later on.

Treat today like your last day,
treat tomorrow like your first day.

2009-07-26T15:07:00.004+08:00

I DESPISE UNREASONABLE OLD WHORES!

I will curse you till my last breath for insulting my mother .
Even if you died , i will curse you till you will never rest in peace.
Fucking old woman. Watch your steps while walking cross the road _l_

2009-07-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

Why does it sucks to come second? Because you're the first to lose.

Haven get down to do my homework. :(
I think i really want to get a nose job done.

I thought of cutting bangs but then stopped when i saw so many people
had their fringe cutted straight! :[
Gonna think of a new hairstyle ..... !

2009-07-24T23:12:00.005+08:00

Monday
Steamboat w Rebbie'Dear. Shopped around and bused home ;D

Today
Out w Cindy to partyworld (: Around evening went to find Reb'dearzx
, Manxuan & Cynthia . Go crazy for awhile , then headed homeeee (:

Me love my Rebbie'Dearzx alottttttttt (:
My bestest sister ; Don't sad already kkkkk .
Cheer upppp ♥ Love chuzx .

2009-07-23T12:31:00.005+08:00

okay , after not using internet for like a few days ,
I think i realised many things. -Grins-

Firstly after viewing my friends photos on facebook just now,
i pretty disgusted and i swear from now on i will take
decent photographs. damn it. LOL
I feel like showing those pictures of my classmates,
but i can't man , shit!

I miss my Sissehs (L) .
BYEBYE

2009-07-18T09:35:00.002+08:00

Alright, gonna post something .

On a friday afternoon, when i was walking home from school.
There is this primary school girl from my primary school,
she ran pass me and screamed to her friend ; Cheebyeeee!
Im suprised by her age and extremely amazed by the words that comes out from her mouth.
Generation after generation is getting from bad to worst uh? -shakehead-

I dont know my sis laptop still haven auto off.
The batt is like left 6% and im using it for quite a long time. LOL
Ok i hope it doesnt goes off. Im going to watch my drama . Bye :D

2009-07-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

Wtf, i was like searching for a suitable image for what im feeling right now,
and this is the type of images appeared. Okay, but this is not my defination of
shag. (-.-)

Gee, i think school are getting sick. 学校生病了。
Sad. Today i meet my RebbieDear. Heeee, we damn pig today.
Went tamp 1 to eat some expensive restaraunt. :( money gone.
Went in topshop OMG so many nice tops, damn . NO moneyyyy!

Im going byebye

2009-07-12T12:36:00.002+08:00

This guy is damn irritating in msn.

Kenny says:
how old r u?
stay where?
♥ Keep the faith says:
Why ask people stay where
Kenny says:
i stay at telok blangah height
jus wan to know ma
♥ Keep the faith says:
I dont want let u know
Kenny says:
i also nvr ask u stay which blk and unit
♥ Keep the faith says:
I also never say you ask
Kenny says:
haha
dont like tat la...so unfriendly lor...u ask on the friendster tat u r friend wan lor...end out like tis...
♥ Keep the faith says:
i where got give u comment.
wtf.
Kenny says:
not u not have i also nvr say u have?
i see your profile wan lor...
♥ Keep the faith says:
then u say i ask on friendster to be ur friend .
I never say i was friendly in my profile
Kenny says:
haha ask u like lor...ok la...u r so unfriendly...nvr mind lor...i dont wish to make friends with all the unfriendly type wan...sorry...good bye...
♥ Keep the faith says:
oh i also dont want to make friend with people who are despo. (: Bye!

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LOL Damn irritating. He somemore give me his number
to sms him sial. Okay nvm , i keep laughing now.
Tmr got school :(

Met Reb'dear yesterday :DDDD
Had our dinner, and bought something really cute. (:
My com still spoil, shit my leg is numb now.
BYEBYE!

2009-07-11T11:49:00.008+08:00

Okay, im using my sis lappy.
I dont know what to update lea.
Anyway JACK can u fucking stop spamming my blog or others with
ur disgusting invitation? You're damn disgusting btw.

Empty within self. Blinded within love.
i dont know what im talking. LOL! Finally
today i can meet my Rebecca'dear. :D

2009-07-08T14:30:00.002+08:00

Very sad, my com broke down. :(
Will upload if my com is getting better. -laughs-
Damn sad.

I miss alot of people. Goodbye :(

2009-07-04T12:25:00.010+08:00

I think i look damn ugly in the pictures below :(

Went era with Priscilla , Shanice and Joel (:
Slacked there and headed to PS for arcade.
I bought my new foundation. Damn happy! :D
Next headed home with Yang and Pris .

Today meeting them again ((((:
Byebye!

Come back and be my friend again if you ain't plastic.
After that incident, i start to took her words into consideration,
and parts of it i felt it too. But still there's part of it i disagreed.
I didn't thought i will lose you completely and im suprised that
i've lose you so completely. Still, i think some of my stand is not wrong.

2009-07-02T20:09:00.004+08:00

Im quarantine for 2 days :(

Alright i didn't have H1n1. Healthy as a horse.
Having a slight cough and the doc say im not suppose to
leave my bedroom and talk to my parents (-.-)
Anyway i don't really care. No school tmr for me -Grins-
And my mummy going bring me to sushi! Who
should i meet after that (?)

Haiya, i no more work already :( sad.
No work = no money = no shopping.
No work = study more = if can get top 10 = $5000 cash inside pocket = shopping time.

So i should really start studying and get top 10 by the end of the year?
Impossible :( K im hungry now.

- RebeccakohLD, I miss miss miss you! Hurry meet my ass.
Why you go * ___ again? Thought you promise meeeeee not to touch it?
Sad already. Andandand why never call me out alreadyyyyyyy? Even more sad.
Cannot cannot drift ah when im having school. Loveyou and i dedicate to you
already hor! Lovechuzxzxzxzx :D

2009-07-01T19:37:00.002+08:00

Typed out so many things ,decided to backspace all.
Im so disappointed.

- Sis( i never call you this before) , Im so disappointed in you.
We faked a smile so nobody could see. Our sistership look so plastic,
till we managed to fool the world. You never try to trust me,
yet im willing to trust you so much. Why, i just trust you so much
yet get nothing in return?

- _ Sis & _ Sis, we difted. :( Why? What happened? We used to be so close.
Used to share everything in the world together. Used to call each other
out for a puffed or a drink. But now you all have got new friends.
I miss the time where we hangout together, went shopping together,
camwhore together and almost did everything together. You
two never hug me and tell me your sorrows again. I don't understand
you two so much anymore. I wish we could be close again sisters .
I miss you twooooo :(

2009-06-29T19:02:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL

Why everytime i go to school i feel like sleeping? And suddenly
im not so excited for school ! HAHA! Start the day by wearing a mask(!)
Cuz i was like having cough. So can i be quarrantine at home for a week as well?
-Grins- ! I went pass alot of blogs and realised everyone is like getting sick?
Sooner or later the whole singapore is getting sick. (-.-)

Heehee im gonna be a good school girl. :D
Saving money and i can go shopping spree with my girlfs.
I already aiming for that expensive top!
Oh , my mum is giving me another job. Heeeeee!
Which means i currently holding two jobs if my mum's friend agreed to let me work.
-BigSmile-

I feel like posting up a long wordy post but then i think you all
will be bored. I hope that sucker would just stop reading. (!)
I don't know why sometimes i still think of him .Sucker.

HAI

I don't like it when you kept reminding me.
You kept telling others. I felt disgraced.
I hate him. :( ! Don't want reminders ...

LOST

Next, i have lost two veryveryveryvery good sisters.
If time were to rewind , i would still choose to have them.

- One of them , i've been with thru many ups and downs since young.
Attended the same primary school, stayed damn near each other.
Gone thru sunny days and wind days. When im down she's there,
when im happy she's there to share. Many memories we built,
but we still lost to many evils thing on earth like jealousy, betrayal
and unfaithful. Regret to say this we both had lost each other. I still hope
one day , we could be friends again. Though our arguement may look
childish, but the reason for breaking away from each other is still there
isn't it? I had forgiven your betrayal , ur unfaithful , will you too forgive
my unreasonable ? I look forward to the day we could be friends again (:

- Next, i just lost her recently. For some childish as well as reasonable reasons.
Feel sad for a moment, but realise the promises we made to each other
had to be broken in order to stay happy . Truth to be told, we're
both in each other lives already. The footsteps that we walked tgt
in each other hearts is printed in our hearts. 再多的朋友也无法取代。
Will you feel the same way after all those arguements happened?
I still disagree with you for the way you behaved and your actions for
the past few months. However, there's still 不爽ness in our heart.
Your childishness my unreasonable-ness, we can't forgive.
Hopefully , one day where our hurt is lessen or recovered, we
could be like the past. I believe all friends had one arguement they
remember for life when they patched back (:

2009-06-28T12:30:00.006+08:00

- Went to era to meet up with my beloved sisters. Priscilla and Shanice . Talked
and it gave me something to ponder. Next, headed to sk to find RebDear. She
bought her stuff and ate our dinner . Headed home (:
- School starts tmr, very excited but i haven finish homework. Should i at least
finish my English work? Damn, i still have lit essays not yet written. Oh that
remind me of my chinese essays as well. Shit.
- Lastly, pictures is below . I forgotten to take picture w my beloveds again!
So i act cute myself again lo ): -Pouts-

2009-06-27T14:20:00.004+08:00

I think this picture damn act cute lo. Damn, i should stop acting cute.
Gagagaga, i only got one picturee to upload. Heehee cuz i forgotten to
take picture . Maybe today go out i must take manymany pictures
with my beloveds.

- Accompanied Reb;dear to dental .
- Headed to meet Reb's friend , Jennifer (?) at bugis.
- Shop a lil while and ate our dinner.
- Went to pub and had fun. lol.
- Headed home at around 12+

I feel like removing my tagboard since no one is tagging.
But i abit lazy. And i blog like to myself. So maybe i should stop blogging.
HA! Kay school starts next week -Grins- and im gonna work tmr -BigSmile-

Anyway , kind of sad that michael jackson is like dead.
HAHA though i dont like his songs but i like his dance.
Rest in peace :D

2009-06-26T15:19:00.002+08:00

Okay, school start like next week , 3 more days?
Very excited. Probably will get tired of it soon since
im staying for another one and a half year. But it's okay,
i guess i will just miss the secondary school life when i leave.
Sure enough the school isn't very good to my expectation, but
it's still fun with gossips around. -Grins- Oh yes, and getting
into trouble sometimes is sure fun. But it aint fun anymore,
when they call your parents. Damn. Kay enough of school.

Im waiting for RebeccaKoh to get ready so i can go meet her.
Meanwhile im going to make good use of my hp camera.
-Evilsmile- I going to act cute already. Bye!
Will upload pictures tmr ( provided i remember) .

2009-06-24T18:16:00.005+08:00

改变，已经让我看不清自己了。

I hope school resume asap. Probably i will miss my hols.
I've got nothing to say to this world.
Will everything be in my way this time? I doubt so.

2009-06-23T14:24:00.002+08:00

This is a cruel world.

Suppose you just wanted things to get done in your own ways sometimes,
but no, not even once. You have to make people have their ways done.
Not yours. You don't get your way and you have to just keep quiet,
and swallow your sorrows.

I admire Mulan. Okay i just watched Mulan.
And i received a different feelings when i watched it when i was young.
An inspirational movie.

My life resolution is :
1. To pursue a great life.
2. Make more money in order to fulfil the 1st
3. To do something that in my whole life i wouldn't dare.
4. If there's war, i definitely will be like Mulan ( okay no link since i have a brother)
5. Know how to love.
6. I must be filial to my parents.
7. To wear the prettiest wedding gown and have the grandest wedding.
8. To look around the world and see clearly of the world( though i think i seen enough already)
9. I want to be like Mulan lah fuck.
10. Achieve something great.

Okay what a life resolution is this.But nevermind gonna try to keep it up.
Damn, i have tuition later on.

2009-06-21T15:14:00.002+08:00

Girl : Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

Together :"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

Boy : If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

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Aww , this song so sad. I guess i said i hate this phrase : I told you so.
Sighsighsigh!.

2009-06-20T14:42:00.003+08:00

Well , I feel oh-so-disgusted by everything suddenly.
First, there's this disgusting fellow who can get a girlf so fast!
Wth, while im stucked here alone for 7months+ ( okay im not despo
but unfair ) . He had skin problems, he's fat , he's ugly, he has no fashion sense,
he like to bhb and worst of all he has bad breath. Well, i hate him.
& of course i think he still reads my blog even though we din't talk
for like hundred years. Okay he better not talk to me. Gee, he is
sure disgusting. I can't believe he is __ __! -Angry-

Secondly, I thought they were my friends. But apparently , is me
who is one sided. Ha! Anyway i don't give a damn. I don't need
to purposely please you so as you will regard me as a friend.
Yes, i don't have many good friends, but definitely don't need you
as a friend. -Grins- Try to make the both of us as a friend but you
just treat me like dirt. Fine lo, hate me so much? I hate you too.
Think you're oh-so-great, but well I hate you
though you are my sister's brother. _l_!

And finally, I never say that me and her can't be friends.
But she ownself assume that we can't. Sad. But well,
i also don't care. Friends come and go right? I guess so.
So when you reached a certain age, friends ain't important anymore
i guess. -cries-

2009-06-19T14:29:00.005+08:00

CHILDISH

LOL.. You're just like another Her. (:
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Gagagaga, Im craving for money money now!
Went airport with R yesterday. HAHA! Slacked .
And then bused home. Otw, some memories flashed by.
That touched i once felt, was still there.
The hurt ,however was still here.

I MISS Shanice, Priscilla , Aimiko & Reb.
Hurry meet me. screw that H1N1.

I MISS SCHOOOL!

2009-06-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

WALAO, YOU MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A SAINT WHILE
YOU'RE LIKE A BITCHHHHHH

Wa, after coming home i read something which makes me feel so bitch! Don't try to assume things , I admit you turn a lil more clever. But you're not very smart still! Don't piss me off lea. fucking grow up can? If i got the power, i sure curse you and drag you to hell first. _l_ Knn! I hereby announce that you make me dislike you already! B-Y-E.

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Okay, after being bitchy abit up there , shall continue with the happy things.
Meet up with my two bitch ♥ - Rebbbyy'ddear & Aimiko'sisisisist (:
I arrived at white sand and met up with Waynn :D Long time no see, girlf!
Next headed to downtown, and watched Drag Me To Hell ♥♥♥♥♥
Omg, it's so nice. But the granny very disgusting & sound effect totally -.-
No need so loud maaaa, softsoft i not so scare already.
But the show was rather funny though. Keep laughing all the way man! -Smile-
After that , we went to eat fondue -Grins- Stupid sister of mine ,
trying to make us fat . Saw Ck at dte, his hair really very funny. LOL.
Then headed to tamp to find longlong and co. What a good exercise we had ,
hurhurhur. Then headed home by bus & cabbed.[:

How come nobody tag my blog one! I know some people read
without tagging looor! But nvm, i going change link soon. So
no point. -Smiles-

Oh lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELENE TONG ♥

2009-06-15T13:38:00.003+08:00

I don't want to hangout with you anymore unless i feel like it!
Cause i don't like you. Okay mayb i don't. But your words
make me feel like puking. Whatever ...

Im going to change link sooon, or maybe not!

BYEBYE im going to bath to meet my lovely girls! -Reb*dear & Aimiko*sis :D

2009-06-14T18:28:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to post lea.
Details of what i did yesterday is at Rebbyy's blog.
I need money and more money.
Call me a money face cuz i love money.( well, who don't love money?)
I want a change of house. I need my own bedroom. :(
Ok,maybe i need a bigger bedroom. sad.
I want a big house! I want a bathtub.

Money = all wishes granted = Happy :)
No money = nothing = Sad ;(

I seriously serious about having a slim body.
Im seriously very jealous of people who'd slim body.
This girl in gym today make me so jealous. =(
She look like 28-30+ , her leg very slim, hand also very skinny.
Overall, SLIM. What a touchy topic. Im going to bath now!

Oh btw, i love to make alot of Masked friends (:
Okay , Reb is right , im being very guailan this few days. Heehee :D
PMS-ing [:

BYEBYE!

2009-06-11T15:53:00.005+08:00

AM NOT HAPPY WITH THE WORD TRUST.

Mood was off today. Started out with the morning as happy,
and then was so turn offed when i reached home.
Looking at unhappy things , makes me feel like scratching someone.
Alright, im not going to dwell with it anymore.
Cuz one day , no , i'll be watching how anybody(im saying everyone)
fall by the word trust.Go ahead and trust 'right' people.
cuz i'll be standing tall and watch every single one of you(who don't trust me)
fall. Yeah, am not the trustable creature on the earth, but definitely
the most trustable in the slut/bitches/whores community.

I don't know why i wrote all that, but im really pissed off ,
when things happened once and it's about to happen twice.
If im so hard to be confined in , then don't put trust in me.
So be it alright. You're tired , so am I.
Quit putting masks on our faces and let's talk it out.
Once's enough , twice is unbearable.
Once hurt, that's it no more the second time.
You've learnt your lessons , so have I.

AND YOU YOU YOU!
_l_ Just when i think of the past , and you you you appeared,
I feel like struggling myself! Seriously ,
i will watch you all fall and die man. I swear i wont
even call the fucking ambulance. Go to the wall and reflect now!
Maybe you should do it when you are at HELL.
When they rewind all those scene of your life.
This means that you all won't even fucking look into
the mirror and reflect in your whole entire life.
Have a happy life and i sincerely hope that you all
won't start to reflect and feel guilty on your way to hell.

GOODBYE!

2009-06-08T14:32:00.005+08:00

TELL YOU ALL WHAT IS CALLED HANDSOME

Young and grown up GoJunPyo :D
My lover , my husband.
See hor his curly hair also quite suit him .
How many people can have his hair and still look so handsome?
HAHAHA Only 1 which is Lee Min Ho !!
Seeeeee , LeeMinHo very handsome right! No need answer
cuz i know you think he is very handsome. My husband 186cm tall lea.
Got see anot? He so cute when he pout! *shyshy*
He cute , handsome and man.

So in conclusion he is the most handsome .
Priscilla SIM and Rebecca KOH, see who is the handsome one.
HEEE -Grins-

2009-06-06T17:34:00.005+08:00

Happiness is gone.
Smile disappeared
Healed wounds which still hurts badly no matter how many months had passed.
The past still hurts ,
The present is unbearable,
The future is unpredictable.

That smile , i could never find it back.

2009-06-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

THE PRESENT IS UNBEARABLE

2009-06-02T13:54:00.008+08:00

THE PAST STILL HURTS

2009-05-31T19:06:00.002+08:00

I'll update all the pictures including sotong's one tmr if he
don't hurry put a heart beside myyyy name as promised.HAHA

Saturday
Trying out my cosmetic at home with my mum.
Finally around 3 plus went out . Meet up w
Cindy , Elysia and co. Slacked around .
OH Jubeat damn fun. I just learnt it :D LOL.
Afterwards, Rebecca'Dear came. Had a small talk with her.
Next we camwhore (:

Sunday
Facial with my mum. Ate at Thai restaurant.
Home.

So tired of needing to put up a mask infront of you.
Need a break from everything...

2009-05-30T12:21:00.008+08:00

Trying to pout by unsuccessful ):

Went to outram with Cindy张 and her mum. Walked round and round and
then finally found them . After that , we sat outside Mrt station and
talked and decided to go Vivo. Memories flow back. Truely ,
i miss that place. Next slacked till 9 plus and headed home.

Yesterday , went to gym with my mum. See her dressing? LOL okay.
I was laughing at her. After 1 hour of exercising , we went to eat
kfc. Fats all come back again. Im going on this sunday again ^.^
She bought me this silkygirl eyeshadow. Very cool..
Okay i don't know what to say. BYEBYE

2009-05-29T10:06:00.004+08:00

I shouldn't have expect anything from you.
That little more love, that little understanding.
Just only hope that you'll see my hardwork and effort put in.
I know it's disappointing. Doing something repeated yet couldn't get it done well.
Im fustrated too. I love you, but that doesn't mean i can handle anything
or expectation you gave. Both of us were disappointed.
My feelings , my needs , my wants ; had you understood?

I don't know how. I already step one step back because i love you.
Just a little bit more, i'll be off the cliff. I just hope you don't push me
further. I can live till now is becuase there's thousands of things
that kept me back. My unfinished dreams, my desire, friends whom i love.

I wish im a little bit more stronger so that i will not cry infront of you...

2009-05-27T17:55:00.003+08:00

IT'S HOLIDAY

Just want to say it's holiday. But life's so boring, no diff.
And im going to start my holiday early by not going to school tomorrow.
AND, im sick of twilight already though i still love it.
Cause i can like memorize the whole thing already?!
I neeeed booooooooks. And nice songs.
Very bored. . . . . . .

Once touched , and kept in heart.
The touched would not disappear .
But when the second time appeared,
it won't be touching anymore.
Cause the first is already printed in your heart,
the touched has already rooted in your heart .

2009-05-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

MY NAME IS DORISA
Okay i just came across a handful of people to spell my name as
DORISSA. Veryveryvery sad. ):

Back to topic. My computer now is very lag.
ALRIGHT ME BOUGHT A NEW PHONE.HAHAH
Okay is kind of old model and not very new. BUT
easy to type message can already! Fucking idiot old
touch screen phone is ten time worst than my new phone.
Let me list out the disadvantages :
1st : THE FUCKING CAMERA CANNOT ZOOM!
2nd : I ALWAYS TYPE MESSAGE HALFWAY MY WORDS IS GONE _l_
3rd : IS FUCKING IDIOTIC LAG.

I shall list the advantages :
1st : It's quite new. Came out not long.
2nd : Camera quite clear.
3rd : Thin and light.

Okay the above advantages is i anyhow think one. SO
in conclusion , The phone is effing bad. YAY
me tomorrow not going school. So ya, Bye.

2009-05-24T17:20:00.003+08:00

Lousy phone can't zoom in. BUT , im going to change to a better phone (:
Hai, Why Sotong so vulgar uh? :( Always point middle finger. sadded.
And don't want ask his friend to fetch me home. Sad.

Met up with Kristi for awhile :D
And then met up with Elysia till Rebecca came.
Slacked outside plaza and start taking pictures of 3 idiot guy.
Headed to Kranji with Reb. And met up with
X.Drea, X.Blur, Felicia, Justin and co.
Went to the farmway, and walked back to sengkang.
Slacked and home by midnight.

2009-05-22T18:32:00.002+08:00

Can you already see the point? " ** Dont like me to hangout with you"
** dont like you to hangout with me & you really didn't? The problem
lies on your own set of thinkings. Where's the friend i know who has
her mindset of rights and wrongs ? Where is she who she always
chooses sisterships over relationships? Had she been lost? I hope not..
Your r/s and F/s didn't clash, see it at this point of view. If you can
just not listen to him and hangout with me , would anything changes?
Why you never once since you fall in love with ** believed me?
Believed the friend who always support you , who never changed when
she was with you regardless of how she changed towards others.
You said i was trying to discourage you to find your love. Im
totally out of words. You said you missed me. Why is it you had to
wait till i posted something and decided to talk to me or asked me out?
Why wouldn't you done it after we quarrelled? Courage?
I don't think i would tell you off if you talked to me. Clearly
you don't understand me enough.

Memories, if our memories is so great and powerful , would
everything now be torn shattered and unpatchable.?
Obviously all those memories is nothing already isn't it?
No more filled with meanings and feelings. Cause remember this
you're the one who threw the glass , who threw my heart, into
shattered pieces. Mend the hole , filled it with love, it no longers had
any meaning.

Oh nono , ain't avioding you . Just choosing my piorities.
i used to because of you , i cancelled many friends invitations.
Is true that day i had tuition, i can choose to go out with you still,
but i realised someone more important than you.
I was once your first piorities, but i isn't anymore when ** appeared.
When you leave, i then realised that SHE , who's always by my side,
a good sister , a good friend, truely never leave me before.
Cause once i was blinded by you and i never truely sees her, my friend.

I don't know either. Maybe we should pretend we dont know each other,
and just walked past each other. Or should we at least go out and dine,
sing .. ? Your place , truely had been replaced.

The Lesson i've been taught

2009-05-22T15:54:00.004+08:00

Family
They taught me only to see the end product of things.
But i must truely fail to see the process ; the process of hard work , struggles & problems faced.

No one listens to me when i explain..
No one understand when i tried.

So never to say that teenagers only treasured Friends , only
confine in Friends. Cause they never tried to understand us.
It ain't our fault not to trust em'. First of all , do they deserve our trust?

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I agreed totally on what you said , girl.
Since you sees things clearer now, i shall might as well be frank with you.
First : Didn't i said i did not changed at all? Well, i hope you do see changes in me now.
I would not use the phrase : " Had you regretted? " Cause i had not
regretted seeing that side of you. You had been my dearest friend.
My closed friend. I treasured you. I loved you. I needed you.
And when you said all those words to me, like you slap me , I've woken up.
I should thank you for that. And if you realise , I had used past tense of what i mentioned
above.
Second : Did i or didn't i told you to believe me & walk the right path.? I guess i did.
But , the worst of all is not the words you said are hurtful and is that you made me
believe that you no longer trust my words . So if you ended in this state whose fault
truely lies on? As a friend, i done everything . I gave advices but it was ignored. I gave
warnings but you choose to step into the traps that is set up nicely. Im no mother
of yours , so that's why i ain't controlling you. Being your friend till the very last.
Still, You didnt trust me enough.
Third : I gave you chances and chances but you failed to use it. I thought i was able
to forgive you since you initated on asking me out for singing. I thought
you realise my importancy. I thought you somewhat realised your mistake of
what you said is somewhat wrong. But hell no , You asked me out ,
is because on that very day, your relationships had gone wrong. Am i right or wrong?
I told you before i know everything you'd done. Oh no, im not pervert or stalker
going round asking for your information. I clearly understand you.
Everything did not go vanish on that day you made that decision. It vanish
on that very day your relationship first went wrong.
Lastly : We can still be friends, but can we really go back to the past? How , just what's
the reason should i trust you again? Im certain you'll never lose trust in me,
but I've already lose that basic trust in you. That'll depends if you want to earn it back,
or you can choose not to. But , no matter we're still friends. As we can't ignore
the fact that we knew each other once so deeply.

The love that touched me deeply...

2009-05-21T18:02:00.002+08:00

Im touched deeply.
Crying up till now when im typing this.
I cried thru out the whole thing.
Im truely truely very touched .
Thanks, it's wonderful.

The love, i would never had. Or probably nobody will have.

Finally.

2009-05-20T13:39:00.003+08:00

I took out my extensions on my own (:
Kinda fun. Back to abit-too-short-for-me hair.
Probably going to get a haircut soon (?)
Oh, i gave school a miss today. Wanted to watch movie with RebeccaKoh,
but she haven't wake up...

I think facebook is fun. Cause i only use for playing games.
HAHA! But then again, it's getting abit sick.
Today i look thru many people's blog. And hopped blog
and found many people's blog that i never seen before.
Spent my time looking thru this particular blog , and it's kind of interesting(?)
Maybe not . . .

I finally know how to use livejournal.Okay i knew it like few months ago.
But ya, blogger somewhat nice to use right? K, i have a livejournal now,
but then it so fun to use ... HAH. Alright shutup , im noob.

Btw , RebeccaKoh still haven't wake up....

A spark of light..

2009-05-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

School veryveryvery boring. Results got back happy liao.
Time to catch up with my Cca friends. MustMust.!
Miss them like hell.

Me don't know what to write.
But then again, i miss my sisters.

Shanice' Sis : Cheer up baby :D Remember i'll be there as a shoulder & a listening ear.
manymanymany people love you kay ? :D Me love you the most .
Smilesmilesmile. It looks good on you (:
Loves&misses [:

Delighted..

2009-05-18T16:34:00.004+08:00

Im over the moon.
Too happy , too glad.
Cuz i passed my maths and sciences like finally. HAHA
Hard works do pay off on how much hard works you put in.
I hope i do get to enjoy my holidays. :(

Quit those acts & pretendings.
True , oh how true. It's not just one sorry or oh-i've-regret-it-alot or
oh-i've-learnt-my-lessons can solve everything. It's just too late.
It happens once & it will happen twice and so on and so for.
Trust and loyalty is no longer there. You taught me that I should
not take one step wrong ( a big wrong & unforgivable) in life.
I'll treasure my friends i had now. And sure enough , i'll live better.
We're still the same, but no longer can go back.
Hi-bye friend, good friend , close friend or best friend,
which do you think we best fits now? I think we'll be what you think it fits more.

2009-05-17T00:36:00.005+08:00

Tuition today made me feel that Im totally worn out by my studies & results.
On my way to sengkang to find Reb'dear, many flashbacks appeared.
Memories flow out of my mind, and i couldn't help it but to cry.
I felt i shouldn't deserved all those treatments from my R/s .
While buying presents for my mummy, I felt that i hadn't know my
mum well enough to know what she wants.
On the cab to Era, I think i love GoJunPyo. (L) laughs.
While eating, i realised that im ugly ):
Slacking at Era , i found out that things had changed.
And somethings , i thought would change but it didn't. Damnit.

Next, heading to Ecp, i think that Taxi Drivers can be quite nice :D
At Ecp , heart 2 heart talk with My Dear, i realised friends could
be sometimes disappointing, and that somethings is gone ,
forever will be gone. And i shouldnt let others 牵着我的鼻子走。
Correct right my chinese.? Damn now im afraid for my chinese results.

And when i reached home, i realised i really love my daddy alot.
He's a quiet and nice man actually. I feel guilty for something(shh)
and i hope i can stop disappointing him.

GIVE ME GOOD RESULTS PLEASE. _l_

BOOO

2009-05-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

School ; Sengkang ; downtown ; home

Yesterday meet up with Reb'dear Aimiko'sister.
Didn't catch my movie : taken. ):
Mustmust watch. & then we did something fun (?)
HAHAH , today me never go school. Body aching ]:
Later going drinking with my loves (L)

Finally , im meeting my Rachel'Aiai :D

Me wants to go Kbox SOON.
And me needs money D:

It's time..

2009-05-13T16:56:00.007+08:00

Me change blogskin.
Me happy liao.
Me want change phone.
Me scare scare of my results.
Me want learn piano & dancing.
Me can't wait for thursday movie .
Me can't wait to get drunk.
Me can't wait to get chivas.

I need money , more storybook , more clothes & shoes .
More money & money & more money. $_$ !
Booobaaaa ! Where's my Fangy & Priscilleh!? ): Miss you all like hell!
BYE! I going to watch michael jackson :D

Don't wish to love anymore.

12 May 09, 22:41
!Aimiko: Jiejie :O how bout meeting up on thurs ^^

( Yupp meeting up for movie ? )

13 May 09, 05:50
Shanice: the artistic drawing looks like you! hahahaahah
13 May 09, 05:50
Shanice: miss you tons!

( Kp lah you! Now then miss me . Sad leaaa! D: )

2009-05-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

Chewchewchew.

School. ; home ; drama
Today i fail my English letter writting like again -.-
I just can't effing pass my english for once. @W#&@^&
Watching movie with Reb'dear sooooooooooooon :D :D :D :D :D
Okay , i miss alotalot of people.
And im gonna buy new phone , so im going to save money.
YA , I know i just change not long! BUT many phone out there
keep asking me to buy them. So...... im tempted :/
I just can't stop resisting temptation. Should i take out my extensions?
[ }: ]

2009-05-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

Went FarEast with RachelThian' 女人. Walk around and nothing
caught my eye. _I_ ! So i decided to extend my hair . HAHA:D
Then we had starbucks & macs. And then we headed home (:
Today gonna go extend more, cuz too little.

So bored.
Life's so so so boring.
Bye...

PS : Priscilla sis, cheer up man :D Always here for you if you need.
Call me out soon horhorhor! Love chu :D Muackmuacks . Love die you!.

HAIYO!

2009-05-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

Artistic drawing? LOL boring school - boring student - doing boring stuff.
Anyway my blog is dead. Nobody taggg D:
I want to go shopping! Miss RachelTangShaoYi manymany ):

Feel sad for those who doesn't wants to believe me in the first place.
Thinking that im such a bad person who only pull someone down.
I saw your retribution. I won't be here laughing at you,
but now i see myself clearly. Im not that girl you said once.
I love who i am now, and forever i won't change becuz of you or your words.

2009-05-09T13:30:00.003+08:00

fuck you very much - Lily Allen

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

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Went out with Reb'dear :D Ate steamboat ,picutres on her blog.
Drank , and sit on the swing like some small kids. HAHA
Next waited for cab till like 12.15am and we decided to walk out.
So deserted and dark. And luckily a cab is seen.
Midnight charges really make taxi drivers earn alot. ):

2009-05-08T17:58:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA while waiting for Rebecca'dear , i was playing with the webcam.
Heee, so fun man. next time going to play more.
Going out to eat tasty steamboat :D! yum.

NO MONEY= CAN DIE LIAO.
Me want to sing , dance, eat , sleep , toilet , drink & die.

NO MORE COMMON TEST = RESULTS COMING = DIE FASTER

2009-05-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

The man walks, and then stops at the entrance of the school.
A boy is standing near the gates, his fingers pinching his ears.
When the boy sees the man , he lowers his eyebrows and glares at the man.
The man wants to smile at the boy. He wishes to be the boy.
Just a few days ago, he had been sued by a stranger in a pub .
He had punched the stranger in the face when the stranger teased about his
weird dressing. The man was sentenced to a year in jail.
The man says nothing. If only he is the boy.
Then he can do anything that he likes without a tingle of worry.
The school and law will protect the underage.
The boy wants to smile at the man. He wishes to be the man.
A few hours ago, the boy had punched a friend in the nose. The friend's
nose bleed and the boy were asked to stand near the gates for two hours as
punishment. The boy frowns. If only he is the man.
Then he can do anything he likes without any teacher's intervention.
The man walks off, shaking his head. Freedom comes with a price, he thinks.
The boy bows his head. He will do anything for freedom.

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Just how often we wish to go back to the past.
I feel like going home. The home with laughter and smiles.
Holding my daddy and mummy hands again.

If you understand how to be a friend, we will never end up this way.
There are four types of friend : Hi-bye friend , Get along friend , Close friend &
best friend. You're not only my best friend but my Hi-bye friend, get along friend
and close friend. Telling you how important you are. But you'll never understand.
I don't need people to understand me. Cause I will never understand people again.

Hey blind one, remember the way you kissed me
when im angry? I guess you don't remember how much
I once loved you. I still miss you a little.

On my way to learn many stuff. realizing i had not much friend left.

2009-05-04T15:25:00.006+08:00

PE sucks like dog ,

Bitches talk like some broken recorder.

Slut who pon/sleep/talk in school , trying to study last minute when
Common Test is tomorrow. What's the use?

I mentioned this cause i no longer can tolerate.
Stop staring like some big eye Dog. I'll keep cursing
that your death scene is that your eyeballs will drop into the sea
& you will never find it back.

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ai wo hao ma - Genie

虽然收敛了许多的情感,

还是泄漏了我的不安,

于是你开始冷淡,

我也开始问自己该怎么办?

如果你知道我的遗憾,

千万不要再不以为然,

我的生活已经混乱,

到处飘流却始终靠不了岸.

这是我最后,最美,最真,最心碎的留言.

喔....爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

喔...爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

如果你知道我的遗憾,

千万不要再不以为然,

我的生活已经混乱,

到处飘流却始终靠不了岸.

这是我最后,最美,最真,最心碎的留言.

喔....爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

喔...爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落.

喔...爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我,

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落

2009-05-02T13:01:00.006+08:00

Picture 1 : Aimiko , Dorisa and Rebecca :B
Picture 2 : Dorisa , Aimiko and Rebecca :D
Picture 3 : Rebecca , Aimiko and Dorisa :}
Picture 4 : Vanna ; Partner.
Picture 5 : Dorisa , Vanna :D
Picture 6 : Dorisa , Vanna & Xiuhui! The threesome! LOL x:

- Rebecca' dear accompany to get my bag.
- Headed to meet Aimiko
- Ate Sushi with Reb'dear , Aimiko , Cynthia'baby And babara(?)
- Home sweet home (:

THANKS

2009-05-01T10:10:00.001+08:00

Thanks Kristi'baby for helping me :D

I want to go penisular to buy bag, but everybody seems to be
very busy uh ? :( I guess i'll go myself.

Why everybody seems to have their own friends
to accompany them everywhere. I don't seems to have any.
Everytime i ask you all out, you all seems busy.
I felt a lil bit left out, like i've no friends left.
You all no longer asked me out anymore. Unlike the past.
I think im saying all this due to my depression.
Hai.

2009-04-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

BABY!
I'm like finally done.
Hope it's fine for you {:
Lovee! ♥

DEDICATED TO REBECCAKOH ONLY

2009-04-30T19:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , REBECCAKOH.

Sorry dear'2 , i didn't know it was your birthday!
Cause you din't put your birthday anywhere! D:
Must prepare a bigbig present for you! Must go out soon okay?
I miss you and love you! ♥ If you're sad , must tell me kay?
Oh yeah , i need you to see my hair !! It's screwed up D:

We've been thru this and that , we hadn't been laughing
and crying together already D: And we hadn't been
eating kfc! Let's go drinking after my common test :D
Love chuzx manymany ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-04-27T19:22:00.003+08:00

Learn to fly - A1

When you feel the dream is over
Feel the world is on your shoulders
And you lost the strength to carry on
Even though the walls may crumble
And you find you always stumble through
Remember never to surrender to the dark
Cuz if you turn another page
You will see that’s not the way
The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

In your head, so many questions
The truth is your possession
The answer lies within your heart (within your heart)
You will see the doors are open
If you only dare to hope
And you will find a way to fight
The fears that kept you down
Cuz if you turn another page
You will see that’s not the way
The story has to end

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

Looking at your situation
There’s so much that you can do
Now’s the time to make your stand
This is just an observation
In the end it’s up to you
The future’s in your hands

And if you need to find a way back
Feel you’re on the wrong track
Give it time, you’ll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
You’ll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then you’ll learn to fly

Give it time
Then you’ll learn to fly.

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I will change , i promise.
Wait for my return, loves.
I'll leave now.

2009-04-26T11:20:00.003+08:00

Bei Ying - Lin You Jia

三公分陽光三公分空氣
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情剩下只有腳印

一直向前走走不完距離
一直向後退不出回憶
很高興有心事幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光蒸發成雲
再下成雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以住進妳的眼睛
所以才能擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
所以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事蒸發成雲
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

感謝我不可以住進妳的眼睛
所以才能擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
所以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
所以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落如果妳回頭看
不用在意

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好想你。
我还记得你的背影，亲爱的。
这首歌送你 :D

I've been good and mug at home(:
Yesterday i went to cut hair, wanted to change my hairstyle.
But that auntie like dont know how to cut!
Show her picture already D: Then now my hair abit shorter. _I_
I shall wait for it to grow long and visit another saloon!
I need more time to study }:

I miss my sistarrrrrrrrrrrs . Meet up soon loveszx!
REBECCAKOH WHY YESTERDAY NV REPLY LAONIANG MSG?D:
Now my hair is like shit ))): You must take responsibility! HAHA miss chuzx!

我舍不得看不见你。

2009-04-24T17:13:00.002+08:00

许愿树xu yuan shu - 郭美guo mei mei

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥抱胜过安抚
你最会解读
我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的从泪水提炼礼物
找到对的地图
太过倔强
虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输
跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想
在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮
模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我
无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着
幸福

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YO:D I hate global warming. So people,start saving water, electricity & food.
Haha, okay byebye. I don't know what to sayyyy [:

I can't live in a world without you existing.

2009-04-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

Walking in the rain - A1

Ben: sitting by the window
Singing songs of love
Wishing you were here
Because the memory's not enough
Wear my mask in silence
Pretending i'm alright
If you could see then you would be
Here standing by my side

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Christian: every single hour
Of every single day
I need to cry, my eyes are dry
I've cried my tears away
Can't help but remember
How you made me feel
You dressed my soul and made me whole
You made my life complete

It may be hard to believe
But girl you're the only one i need
It may be hard along the way
It's this feeling i get
When blue skies turn to grey

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Ben: of all we've said and done
Remains the memories of days
When life was fun
But now when you are gone
I sit alone to watch the
Setting of the sun

Feels like i'm walking in the rain
I find myself trying to wash away the pain
Cause i need you to give me some shelter
Cause i'm fading away
And baby, i'm walking in the rain

Christian: i said baby, i'm walking in the rain

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this nico , so mean , and then he keep nudge me.D:
So boredddddddddd D:
Today Maths test totally screwed up ):
Im totally stun by it at first. ShitttttzxD:
Must work hard , Dorisa Lim!

Is not my fault to fall for you , you tripped me .

2009-04-22T16:20:00.004+08:00

Zui Qin Ai De 最親愛的 - Rachel Liang Wen Yin 梁文音

没开口问的你忐忑反驳
从你的语气里听懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什麽
前座的线索忍住的颤抖
还想揣摩如果开往他的门口
谎你会怎麽说

最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍不是吗亲爱的

越是抱紧你越感受裂缝
最害怕的终於成真了
决定却比想像中还沉重
我多想相信你也不舍得
否则那些陌生简讯声震动了
你怎麽还没走

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I don't know what to say leh.
Urm urm urm , i thinkkkkkkkkk ............
that's very annoying.
_I_ Just want to say , i hate you all. (:
Oh , today English comprehension is quite easy, hopefully i can
pass this time round ): Yupppppppppppppp :D
So boring ! What should i do? I finish watching Naruto already.
Most of the dramas i had watched. It is no fun watching again.
Okay maybe i should go watch Boys over flower (:

FACEBOOK SAYS IM MENTALLY UNSOUND AND IM A BITCH

2009-04-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

I took the what should your nickname be. AND IS SO TRUE :D

Vampire

You are quiet,keep to yourself nice but not TOTALLY cheerful.Just like Edward or Belle.

Compleate Wackjob!!!

You are compleately insane and should probably be sent to a nut-house!!!

Princess Bitch

You're the next biggest bitch to queen bitch. You're mean and just a straight up bitch!

I've got to say...

2009-04-19T14:36:00.003+08:00

School is damn irritating! >:(
That time i was late for school , i reached school at 8.17 only
they ask me clean 4level , one block , 12 classrooms of dustbin!
I didn't even miss lesson . And why so unreasonable?
Call my house so early! At least give people time to walk to school or what right?
But you didn't! Instead i just leave to house for 5 mins and you all
called my house and woke up my dad. _I_! If i had to do punishment,
im fine with it. But why call home so early? Nvm, just 1 and a half year,
im out of this school.

Suddenly feel so fucked up. Everything is so irritating.
_I_

我们已不存在。别在假装了。

2009-04-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

Urgh , reading twilight like again. Not that im sick of it.
But i want interesting books! damnit. EdwardCullen and more EdwardCullen.
Gonna be crazy one day. So , any nice books remember to
introduce me :D Anyway , i mean interesting books!

Hrm great, im trying to study today, but my pen run out of ink!
And i couldn't find any black pen , so im slacking here ! HAHA.
My mum bought loads of tibits for meeeeee:D

Naruto is damn interesting ! He is so damn cute i wonder why so many
people say he ugly -.-!
Im trying hard not to watch & study already. My mum keep nagging.

Lastly , iloveEdwardCullen. HAHAHA

I Always Believe...

2009-04-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

What's yours will be yours.

Time isn't what you and I need.
If the time come, let go what isn't yours , and take what's yours.
Never try to hard to keep or grab something/someone that isn't yours
from the start. They just merely make you feel that it's yours.
Think twice, is that what you really need? I believe
you won't die without that something/someone.

Cry, isn't what you and i could only do.
Emotions , is not what you have to show.
If you and i had done the part to kept something, but still
in the end , it was meant to fly away , we should let go.
Like you , i no longer cry over you , and i will no longer show my emotion
to you . Cause , by the time you regret, it'll all be too late.

Love , this is what could protect you as well as destroying you.
One unsure feelings , one unsure relationship , just one,
you'll be destroyed complete & never love again.
What a powerful thing , you should never play with.
Now you are in game, leave while it's never too late.
But i guess, you're losing & never able to stop playing.
After changing many characters in life, you never seems to learn.
The problems lies at you. Never be able to see it clearly,
cause you are already blinded by objects. I can able to think
and see is because im never been blind but i just close one eye.
Yet , i still can see.

If you understand , you should know what to do.
Last piece of words, and im gonna say no more.
And lastly, i know everything that's happening to you.

OWE MONEY PAY MONEY!

2009-04-13T16:12:00.002+08:00

COMMON SENSE..
YOU , owe her money then pay lah , what for arguing so much when you're
losing man ? And people talk sense to you , you tell her don't try to talk sense to you.
Then people talk nonsense you ask her not to spout nonsense. Crazy ah?
One lose their intergrity forever don't have intergrity. SO
shutup and return money. Cause i no longer can continue watching.

Today school was okay. I dont know what to say lehhhhhhhhhhh.
I want to go watch N-a-r-u-t-o ! :D So damn cute and exciting.
Yeahyeah so so byebye! Tmr got POA test. IM SCAREEEEED!

IM SERIOUSLY SERIOUS ABOUT NOT BEING
SERIOUS K ?

i love this quote (:

BOOBAAAA

2009-04-12T10:56:00.012+08:00

see this stupid yang face . HAHAHAH. He go try center parting. LOL

Alright let's post up some pictures i took the past few days.
:D Boring day . . . I love to watch narutooooooooooo:D

7th , for you.

2009-04-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

Wo Yuan Yi - Joi Chua

遇上你那天起命开始出现了奇迹天空笑得好美丽

手放进你手里心里默默宣誓只爱你一辈子也能肯定

即使爱让人伤得最彻底在我的眼里还是会相信

最真的人最后一定可以找到幸福的途径爱会让我坚强让我哭泣

让我不懂我自己只有你的微笑能安抚我的心

陪你走过狂风暴雨的日子等待的是天晴

一起创造这场最完美的爱情我愿意

Would you stop and look at me ?

2009-04-09T14:56:00.002+08:00

Hi ,

Today i feel so sleepy in class.
I forgot what i want to say already leh.
Happy thing is im going drinking with Leon and Kristi tmr at pub (:
Sad thing is im gonna cry now. LOL okay im joking.

I dreamt that my mum allow me to go alone to Thailand .
W-O-W. And i've got money to go okay! I mean alot. HAHA
Actually i dreamt of Rebecca coming with me. But she
going to visit her parents. o: Then when i reached the airport,
i forgot to pack my clothes !!! And my mum ask me to go back
home and take ): And so sad , i woke up already. Damn.

Random , it's been 8 month and 1 day already.
Hai. 7th .

Depressed

2009-04-08T14:56:00.003+08:00

Can anyone tell me how to be a lesbian?
Can anyone tell me how to be smart?

For you , 1407. Goodbye.

2009-04-06T15:28:00.004+08:00

回到原点Hui Dao Yuan Dian - 钟晓玉

走在繁华的城市里 , 错综复杂的关系 ,

偶尔会让你心窍鬼迷谁能真正互诉真心 ,

谁又不曾为了名利感情而着迷倘若我们能回到最初的原点 ,

或许这份感情就能永恒不变

倘若我们能回到最初的原点 , 或许彼此之间不会有句点

走在繁华的城市里 , 错综复杂的关系 ,

偶尔会让你心窍鬼迷谁能真正互诉真心 ,

谁又不曾为了名利感情而着迷

倘若我们能回到最初的原点 , 或许这份感情就能永恒不变

倘若我们能回到最初的原点 , 或许彼此之间不会有句点

倘若我们能回到最初的原点 , 或许这份感情就能永恒不变

倘若我们能回到最初的原点 , 或许彼此之间不会有句点

或许彼此之间不会有期限

{ The last gift i want to give you as a sister , Takecare , No matter how much i still cares and hate. I want to protect you like last time , but i can't and don't know how already. Goodbye! }

2009-04-05T19:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , RACHEL TANG SHAO YI :D

Grow till so tall already so wish you grow shorter.
Anyway i love you , my one and only Aiai :D
Aiai forever ♥

okay i come here just to say this. Im going off byebye!
Miss you all sisters ♥

Dadadadadadada

2009-04-04T12:23:00.002+08:00

Went to bunk with Rachel'Aiai & Reb'deardear.
Slacked there and talked a few things out.
Realising , everything i did for her is so wrong.
Kay , nvm . Look at the happy side.
Today today today going to celebrate Rachel's birthday :D
Oh i forgotten , I've got a lion as my dear. Shit ):
LOL. I don't know what to type anymore so i just keep on typing.

Btw girl , if i get too close to her it'll be you who bring us so close.
Cuz if you were to think back , you knew her first.
And you were the one who is close to her in the first place :D
So enough of pushing blames to her.

2009-04-01T16:51:00.004+08:00

Every time I found the words to say , What I thought would make things okay , I kept it all inside, Slowly drowning in my pride , I never could admit my own mistakes , Some how I thought things would fall into place , And I made a change too late

Here, past all the lights , Where everything's clear , Nothing seems to change , How I love you and now , You're gonna leave , I'm just slowly dying here inside , Trying to let go

Maybe I just thought I had you here, I thought that you would not go anywhere , I abused my position and I didn't care , And now that you no longer turn to me , And it seems that you got over me , I can hardly breathe , You no longer need me , I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me , And not how it'd be to watch you walk away , I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try , In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's atI have to find a way

Here, past all the lights , Where everything's clear , Nothing seems to change , How I love you and now , You're gonna leave , I'm just slowly dying here inside , Trying to let go , And everytime I think of you ,

It's hard for me to think of what I can do , I used to have you here beside me, I just want you here beside me baby, How can the sun keep shinin', When my whole body's cryin , I know I never told you why , I need you in my life

Ohohohooooo

Here, past all the lights, Where everything's clear, Nothing seems to change , How I love you and now , You're gonna leave , I'm just slowly dying here inside , Trying to let go

Tag replies (:

2009-03-31T15:39:00.003+08:00

Gerard: Haha, on la! When when when ;3 You also drunk lor that time =/ lol
Gerard: Good advice, Dor. Good advice <.< I second it.
[ HAHA! good that you agree with me man. lol ]

Shanice: baby i miss you. i want you. i need you HAHAHAHAHAH. i understand what you saying. we love you.
Shanice: we'll be here for you. rmb what i've said.
[ Yeah sis, i miss you and i want you and need you too . HAHAHA! I love you too. thanks love :D ]

SODA: STUDY HARD.
SODA: I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU. I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.
[ I also want nobody but you you you ! yeah will study hard (: ]

manxuan: i wished i didn't think of someone when i read th post man
[ wow you tagged my blog (: HAHA think of who leh ? never shareshare? Haha don't think too much. love ya :D ]

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Looking forward to meet with my beloveds :D
Like Rebecca , Shanice , Priscilla , Rachel , Kristi & of course those i love [:
Meet up soon yo . Loves (^^)

Actually i don't hate you anymore.
7yrsofs/s.

Thanks , but no thanks..

2009-03-30T19:11:00.003+08:00

A long post of life,
don't read if you are uninterested.

If the heart could heal , if the pain would go away.
If the tears would be washed away , if the agony could be swept away.
What will this world become? Have people really questioned themselves
in life? Trying very hard to accept another flaws , than to look at their
good points and bear in mind. What's the point of looking at someone
else's flaws trying to accept what you cannot accept than to look at
their good points? If a soul , who does't have someone to help
it to dance out of its life , what will be the soul be like?
A person , can't be just telling someone their wrongs and
they should reflect or to be corrected. They should learn
themselves and reflect. You will be annonyed when somebody
tells you ' i told you so' blah .. you won't even care to listen.
Forcing someone to see their flaws is the only way ?
Friends , would they accept the flaws of others or see their good points?
I wondered & pondered.

It is not that i bear not to let go . There's too much for me too let go in such
a short time. So much , so much had slipped away from my hands.
I would want my story of life to be backspaced , and to rewritten.

" Girl , i love you . Give me a chance to prove it can?"
" Oh baby , I love you and only you. I would never leave you . "
" Let's break, i still love my ex. You know who my ex right?"
" Glad you know, so we break okay? "
" Girl , i willing to make you forget him , just give me one chance."
" I love you , i miss you. I make more money now so next time you can
be my wife and enjoy your life at home , i promised. "
" So since i already make you forget him , and i don't think i want
to continue the relationship. I want concentrate on my work. Let's
just be friends alright? "
" You're my bestest bestest sister, i love you kay? Just wait for me. I will be there
soon "
" You've changed. "
" Wa , here comes the renyao. Why you so ugly and fat ah? "
" Don't know how to drink still drink , DOG "
" You changed , you don't see where your problems lie at. "
" Is not his fault but mine. "
" You've got serious attitude problem "
" You don't see your problem but i saw mine. "
" Why you change so much? Hai "
" You weren't like that in the past "
" They tell me why they don't like you , cuz you always, they play
with you , then you awhile angry. "
" She's trying to say you're petty."
" I also realise you are this type of people when i saw it with my own eyes."
" I should thank you for everything."
" You did not accompany me when i needed you so im independent now."
" Thanks for teaching me "

Wow , you see ? When you're trying hard in your life , this is the type
of words they say to you. When you trying so hard , to lead
a life up to others expectation than your own , they said those
words to pull you real down. I don't know why i kept dwelling over it.
Maybe is becuz , i felt that i tried so hard to be someone i don't know,
yet this is the results i get. Cool . So advice to all uh , don't try so hard
to be a Good girlfriend/boyfriend or a good friend to someone.
You'll Get Nothing In Return. All you get is : Letting go.

Welcome

2009-03-29T17:46:00.002+08:00

Oh , very welcome then.
I thought i already say im the bad person here?
Well, since your big eyes can't see the problem, then we
shan't dwell with it anymore .
旁观者清，当局者迷。
:D

Seriously people, I've got to say something uh.
I've got serious bad attitude problem.
My attitude very bad one, so uh next time don't confine me with
anything personal. I scare i leak the secret out .
I dont want to be like that person .
To become a person who don't know how to self reflect,
over confidence , 自大 and 目中无人。:D

Without you , im better.

2009-03-29T10:12:00.003+08:00

I haven been posting regularly have i? ha.
Anyway , i went to pularubin yesterday for some high element thing.
Wow , it was a thrilling experience. All the element was about 4-5 storey high ?
So i was to the first to do the don't-what thing. Im so afraid lah :(
Then tried many other stuff. It was fun & exhuasting. :D
Had fun with my loves [: Bus-ed home & had our dinner together.
Im burned and chao-ta! Sunburned sucks :(

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Tag replies :

Yaom: Hey dearest:( no goodbye. If you wanna say goodbye wait till i say first:( Aw, Im sorry if i didnt
Yaom: spare a thought for you. Please no goodbye alright! :( Luve you
Yaom: Hey dearest. im glad yr fine. :D I luve luve youuuuu. idk wht t say:*( meet up real soon
[ Hey , im back already so it's okay (: meetup real soon . Misses & loves you ! ]

Waynn!!: BOYFRIEND!! don't emo . Its not good to emo . I'll bring you to the beach and qing song yi xia :D
[ GIRLFRIEND!! So sweet uh! oh , you promise to bring me uh! Heehee loves :D ]

Gerard: Haha! Dor, ur blog is a place for us to mingle. LOL. Kk, I go link ur blog too, kristi xD
Gerard: Something bad happened D:
Gerard: Sugar works wonders D:
[ Wow thanks man! . Go out and drink soon! but don't get drunk again. Later jasmine worry for you again uh. NaughtyNaughty! ]

♥ Kristi: HAHA, kind of :x Sorry, but laoniang don't enjoy her stay here. Lovyouuu la. Don't MIA ):
[ Nvm mia already lah! Wa , you seriously don't enjoy it? Nvm , i'll let you enjoy when i meet you ! HAHA * evilsmile * ]

SODA: cheerup la dear. anything message me k lov chu
[ Thanks dear. You too , cheer up :D loveya ]

PRISCILLA: Cheer up sis .
[ Thanks sis , meet up soon man! miss you. ]

Recovered

2009-03-26T15:45:00.003+08:00

YO IM BACK..

Felt so much better since last night. I've recovered :D
Thanks to friends i had in school and of cuz Ym'Dearest.
I finally let everything off yesterday. And truely i felt alot better.
Friends come and go isn't it? I learnt this , and i've waken up .

Tags will be replied tmr (:

Girl ,
don't blame that girl. It isn't her fault.
Why my changes you have to blame it on her ?
She's always the same, it's just the matter of me wanting to learn anot.
Why don't reflect yourself instead of pouring all your unhappiness to others?
I've changed , haven you ? Wow , i don't know why a true friend would
rather believe others than their true friend. If they're so good like you think ,
go ahead then. If you think im so bad , then leave me.
Like what others say : A good friend will stand by you no matter how bad
you looked to the outsider.
Now , you already know how to protect yourself & no longer needs me,
then all the best. Cause , i have my own attitude and temper.
Cannot stand it ? Then you should mix with those people who think im
bad and you think they're good and reasonable.
Im a very bad friend , so don't mix with me in case i tarnish your happiness you
enjoyed now. :D I think i no longer needs someone who thinks i do something
without a reason , and who thinks im unreasonable.
Yaya , since so unhappy with me and my attitude , i guess you can live
with those who have "good attitude" yourself.

The Last Time.

2009-03-22T14:46:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE.

The last time, the last word , the last moment.
I've tried to be strong, realising i've overestimated my own strength.
Torn, shattered & humilated.
I'll be gone for a short while , just awhile.
If you all understood , you all won't leave me alone.

Removed

2009-03-20T13:24:00.006+08:00

Removed , everything's removed.
My fault .

你没想象中那么爱我 , 我看错你了。

2009-03-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

不爱我，别再说，那是撒盐在我的伤口。18th

Went to far east with Cindy'sis & Kristi'baby.
Walked for so long i only got one dress. Tried loads of heels , but
either is too expensive , my leg too fat or the heels too tall.
-.- sometimes i was wondering should i be shorter? lol .
Next headed back to dbg & went to Leon's aunt pub and drank.
The uncle so nice uh , treat us Chivas. Then walked back to bunk.
Gerard vomitted . urhg jialat. Rachel vomitted too.
Next cabbed home. :D Today morning i realised i sent alot of people funny msg.
I guessed i was drunk! HAHA , that feeling not bad lah (:
Love Rachel'aiai :D

Not very nice of you....

2009-03-17T11:58:00.002+08:00

Slacked at home yesterday. Suddenly , i love being at home (:
Going out today with girlfriends :D

If only like this you can't tolerate me , i've got nothing to say.
If you were to think back , how many times you didn't fulfil your promises.
And , even she can say is a small matter and she won't be angry with me
cuz i ps her, i don't see why you can't. Not only you i ps , but her as well.
I guess this prove our friendship is not strong enough.
No matter how much i treasure you , our f/s seems to be slipping all the time.

2009-03-14T13:09:00.002+08:00

Reb'dear fetched me from school yesterday :D Then we bused to bishan.
Meet up with Xiulian then headed to Suntec for IT fair . Crowded )':
Then cabbed to bugis & reb & me bought duriannnnns :D Yummy!
Then bused home (:

Blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah!
1808 , i shouldn't be like this cuz of you.

If you still know that i still love you . . .

2009-03-12T16:08:00.002+08:00

Gave school a miss yesterday. Well , just because i forgotten to switch on
my alarm & overslept , my sister labelled me as hopeless . Amazing!
So all who skipped school , you all are hopeless hor. Rmb ah .
Next , went cycling with Cindey'sis at ecp. Yeah , thought some stuff. )':
Headed to bunk & meet up with Rebecca'Dear & Manxuan'Xingan.
As usual , they're crazy ):! Home sweet home next :D

Today , school was busyyyy! Okay actually not very. But i don't know what
am i busying in school . HAHA! Table messy & hair messy.
Im first to finish my chinese compo! YAY! Homed (:
Suddenly , i love school.

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Is it possible to love more than one person?

If you know how i felt everytime when i looked at you.
If you know how i felt when i see you looking at me when you no longer love me.
If you know how much i looked foward to see you there.
If you know how much i wanted to text you i missed you.
If you knew , i wouldn't be suffering here. You still don't know how much
i still love you. Wanting to get more information about you .
& want to know you are happy though i feel like revenging you.
At least i get to see you , still.

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Can't forget you. Can't stop talking about you.
Of cuz now you can escape from reality. Cuz you never be able to face me,
& i never get to make you guilty for at least _ year. Good for you.
But , even though im only your star for 5 nights, I still love you.
I miss you alot. I'll be looking forward to the day i can look at you once more.

_I_ Template

2009-03-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

What is the fucking problem with blogger?
Firstly there's something wrong with my template
so i had to use this idiot skin.
Secondly i wasted alot of time.
And then , internet access like got something wrong.
I must keep refreshing then i get into the web i want.
-.- Mother fucker, so pissed today. Well , nvm.
Since the weather so nice , im going to sleep now.

Anyway please comment me , as tagboard is being removed.
Im noob at using codes. So shutup! . Damnit.

Pictures below (:

2009-03-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

Alrights , im gonna post more pictures next time (:

Went to bunk and meet up with Cindey first , then headed to airport.
Met up with OliviaLimCherCheng & TrishaLimHuiChen. See the Lim's family.
Went to find Rachel at the food court. All of us is trying very hard to
accomplise our Chemistry. But then we seems to be engrossed in talking instead.
HAHA! Then Adelia & Sarah came. Went to eat at Popeyes.
Then went to toilet and camwhore.
We walked around airport. I was very amazed. HAHA!
It's like the first time i explore . Shutup don't laugh , i just don't have time.
& i thought the place there are like boring. Okay it's fun.
Shall post those pictures taken with them when i get them.
So we are like acting some tourists, & taking pictures. Really retard.

Next took mrt & met up with Serene & Jiayuan at Plaza.
We ate HongkongCafe. Took manymany pictures (:
Then went to Meet up with Reb'Dear. She was crazy. HAHA.
Aw , anyway I miss you :D !
Trained back with Jiayuan , Adelia , Sarah & Serene'sister.

Hao lah , im going to read my vampire bedtime stories & im sleeping [:
Edward Cullen ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-03-07T23:40:00.018+08:00

I never thought i would fall so hard

2009-03-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

It has been long since i last updated.
Alright let's get it done & im gonna watch Boys over flower :D

Tuesday
School was okay , except failed a couple of exams. Dang it!
English failed again . -.- Anybody can tutor me? Cannot make it man!
Chinese i nearly failed . Haha! Shit that teacher.
Ss , failure -.- A few marks only also don't want give. Small gas!
Next, went Partyworld with Cindey :D
Then went to eat korean food . Back to bunk. Then headed home (:

Wednesday
Hrmmmms, what did i do? oh , chapel was relatively alright.
Then i think i slacked at home & slept at 7 ? HAHA!

Today
Urmms , school was tiring . Teacher start to explode.
Talk alot with Vanna today. Nearly died of thirst.
We said about manymanymany stuff. I enjoyed sharing & i guess she enjoyed listening. :D
After school went to bugis with Adelia & Rachel. Yeah we get our stuff.
All three of us is very happy (: Im happy to get my clothes . YAY!
Gonna get somemore the next time. ! Heehee! .

Alrights , im going to go off.

Pain , will only make you ugly.

2009-02-28T14:14:00.004+08:00

Yay! My new phone (: Happy ya ! Decided not to buy ipod.

Heeheeeeeeeeeeee , im flying to the moon liao . Shutup! lol .

I wanted to buy ice cream phone , but this one look fun-er ! lmao.

Show you all my boyfriend okay ? :D

The pictures is above. So shuai can all the four of them .

Been watching their show . My blogsong now is their

theme song (: must listen finish okay :D So niceeeeeeee !

Lovthemall ♥♥♥♥

Disappointments

2009-02-24T20:31:00.003+08:00

Again & again you disappointed me. I trusted you this time.
Why is it everybody want to break the trust me & that person?
Trust ? Is the most ridiculous word i found in the dictionary.
Thanks, I won't trust you again . bye.

No Comments. I Given Up.

Let me run away awhile. Im a disappointment to all again.
After all , im not that strong. I saw reality.
No wonder im so obesses with Fantasy.
After all , i should live in fantasy with my edward cullen (: haha.

Let me rest . Thanks.

common test is over :d

2009-02-23T16:14:00.006+08:00

Yay ! Burden off the shoulder .
Alright , today papers was practically easy.
Today XiuHui so stupid . Her english so lousy till need to go back primary school.
HAHA! Okay , she's the joke of the day . Sitting with her in class is a ' Blessing'.
Headed home . Otw home , know someone from school. Okay very random.
Then this random person call me & he -.- 神经病。

People told me to go by feelings . How ?

I don't know . Im really very confused.

I think i love you , but i think i cant forget him.

It's possible to have two person in one heart?

Or maybe i've three. Sigh , i can't be devoted to you this way.

You promised you won't hurt me again , but im not sure.

I was very sure you last time , but you left me & i wasn't sure of anything now.

So sorry. Im just too imperfect. I can't decide.